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I dont know who to trust anymore, the only consistent thing in my life is Jesus. And maybe thats good, maybe thats the point it needs to be at...I want to be more of a complex person, and then I feel bad because I am looking to other things for fufillment

Breakthrough Ministries came through out of all the applications, it came through with its own memorable story, that I will hide close to my heart.  And I'm gonna take the offer. My father will work out the kinks. I want this transition to go smoothly, I worry for her, she has been thrown into my path for a reason and I can not give up, but I get closer and closer and closer to giving up and that scares me.... She just is so much of a tornado and I am trying to not be. For my sake, but my Father wants me to press on, because he still loves her and that should be reason enough for me..... that is reason enough for me.
I think I'm gonna get a vespa for chicago.
It could be feirce.
Thats if I get to chicago ****sorry I have problems with being incredibly negative....
One thing that will be hard is leaving Peter Pan.. that is going to be gruesome..