well..

So this summer has been interesting.
I have endded it with Engineering Tekkie, I was finally letting myself fall and well it just didnt work out. I am almost done with school, I moved out with the Grey Lady and the mild Fox. I am learning I hope.
I met an amazing woman this summer lets call her PS... its been awesome just talking to someone about everything and learning from her wisdom. She is in her late 60s and has had so many incredible insights. I hope that someday when I am old, I will be able to even be a fraction of what she is. I would be incredibly blessed. The sister and the brother-in-law will give birth to a child in March..the adults are thouroughly excited. Although my suppresent drugs have been working to a slight, I will probably need to have an uppage soon. I am taking 3 physical exertion classes this Fall so the hope is that my Christmas I will be sufficiently slim and trim although the possibilities of that happening or not happening would be determined by my attitude and thought process, eh? But however that is the thought the hope.
As far as Andrew goes no news.... which is okay but hurtfull, but a hurt that has numbed much in the way I hope the Engineering Hottie one will.
My little Audrey Hepburn sister  is feeling no better, the poor Doctors have no idea how to fix her. But she is valiant and strong, and refuses to be brought down. Which I think is a valiant effort. I would be discouraged and hopeless. but she has proved to be stronger then me by far.....

DONT YOU HATE THAT??!?!?
 when someone your Junior proves to be more of a grownup then you? It frusterates me to no end, like somehow beyond all cosmic and genetic reasoning have managed to fail all adults everywhere that I can not manage to be more then a 16 yr old when it comes to hard things in life.....

So I am taking

Math 011
Women and Narcotics
Literature
Domestic Violence
Weight Training for Women
Step Aerobics
and Core Fitness

I hope my mind and body can survive this semester... If anything I want them to at least be able to find the cause of death and not just a puddle of incomprehensible goo...Because lets face it thats a mystery not even Temperence Brennan could figure out..... or Boothe

that is ALL ME AND MINE